I'm surrounded by people that know and love me. My heart is flooded with relief. Somehow this feeling of peace and safety put me at rest; and while at rest my gaze wandered backward. I haven't observed and remembered all the life behind me for a long time. It was powerful. I've loved in abundance. I've lost what I thought was too much but God said was just enough. Here in this present moment I found Him healing wounds that had been causing a constant dull ache for years. I felt my heart jump into my throat - I remember the misery so vividly. And I also realized, it's been a while since I've felt that misery so acutely. There have been rough days, but there has been unearthly peace, contentment and joy motivated completely by the Gospel and His Grace.
All this to say, God heals. I am blessed. And ever so grateful.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone :)