it's such a strange feeling. I chose (fell into?) a career that requires empathy and creativity, and I didn't even realize it starting out.
this job has been the most bizarre thing for God to just slip into my life and continue to cultivate.
I had no idea what I was getting into and probably would not have continued to pursue it if I had not started out in complete overconfidence.
stream in the adirondacks |
I think I didn't actually believe I could get to where I am now. so that's encouraging.
photo cred: blythe elizabeth photography |
this is a thank you, in a way, to everyone who supported me when I started out and had very little idea what I was doing - and to everyone who continues to support and encourage me now that I have a little better idea. I have spent countless hours comparing myself to others, so many nights frustrated with my own work (#artistprobs), but almost as many "eureka" moments and happy squeals behind the camera or during editing marathons.
salt flats of nevada |
the places that I have been because of my opportunities feed my gypsy heart and obsession with beauty and exploring like none other. my wanderlust could not ask for a more fulfilling career. I know I don't deserve it and I don't know how long I get to do it, but I'm soaking in every moment while I can.
mobile office |
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to the glory of God alone, I'm in the middle of the rewards of consistency and perseverance (THOSE ARE HARD THINGS FOR ME). it's so motivating, exciting, terrifying, beautiful, beyond me.
like, wait a minute. breath. take it all in. shake my head and open my eyes again. this is happening? so surreal.